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[Feb. 9th, 2005|10:01 am] |
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today was volleyball day. all the girls played volleyball, all the students sat in the bleachers . i sat on the floor. i waited for a ball to come to me then i threw it and hit someone. i hit 5 people ....yahhh awesome. im doin okay, yeaterday sucked for after school. i dunno if i am over biannca or not . im still confused... i mean she was the girl i fell in love with. i would treat her soo good if she was with me. but she is changing. thanks to micheal. he wants to kick my ass because i kissed her. when he was with her. thw thing that pisses me off is that on the day i was gonna ask her she got with micheal. that son of a bitch popped out of nowhere. he wants to fight me but, i dont want to fight him.... out of the respect of biannca. why cant she see that i dont wanna fight him because of her. but he wants to fight over a girl . i wish she would wake up and realize it. but im over it. im just gonna download some guitar tabs and print them at home or somtin. if only life for me was alittle easier. i wish there was a pill where i cant feel anything. i cant get mad or sad or ....fall in love. i would buy that pill............... |
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[Feb. 7th, 2005|10:36 am] |
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now ive been thinking, there is alot of crap going on in life right now. and its hard to realize it at first because the fact is going through your head that your young and that some say u r going to vanish but your body will still be here. its tough living and all but you learn to love it. ive been watching this movie lately and its got me thinking. the movie is garden state and its directed by zach brath or som like that. i love this movie and its all i ever talk about. but its really good. i know im annoying people by talking about it but i cant stop. its changed me some how. im not sad anymore, i can't get angry. or sometimes get happy. i cant feel anything. i dont know what it is. braking up with cristina should make me disappointed and sad but im not. its weird. i dunno . i wish i knew. not alot of people think like i do and that's good. there's these good quotes that i have been finding. they make you think. like this one in the movie gs."Maybe that's all a family really is, a group of people who miss the same imaginary place." think about it...... |
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[Feb. 1st, 2005|03:14 pm] |
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i geuss im ok im just filling out applications to diff high school for my next four years. school is hard but ok. i am wondering about my girl. she is acting wierds. im just gonna give her space and let her call me . i need to stop talking about her all the time . i like her but i dont want to be annoyed to myself. i love her but not in the wierd way. she needs to solve her problems and quit making me feel lonley. she is so far away. |
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[Jan. 26th, 2005|10:46 am] |
im about to leave any way but i got a great idea for a career well i am going to a high school that is for sure but i want to take a CATE course computer and technology education. they have it at jefferson i am also joining rotc just to see what military life is like . i also might want to got to uat or mit to get into network security or computer animation . i need to find a highscool that has ap classes and the cate courses. damn it s hard
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